~ written by Terry Anderson ~
Please know that I'm always embracing you, closer to you in spirit now than ever before.
I know that this part of our lives seems difficult, but I know that you will come to
understand that I had to make a rather difficult choice.
There I was, enjoying the shallow part of time, my youth ~ carefree and full
of laughter. Then, as I began to drift into the deep, my soul was confronted with a
decision.
Can you imagine how scared I was?
I panicked for a minute, even struggled for just a while. But, that which had
created me through your love, said that it was time.
But how could it be?
I said that I had so much left to do.
Then, a voice whispered to me that my work was already done, I mentioned that I didn't
want to leave you alone. Again, a reply came suggesting that I would be closer to you than
ever before.
I could hear my heart beat just as if I was still in your womb. For the first time I
closed my eyes to discover light.
Mom and Dad, try to understand what I wish to share with you. No longer do you have to
worry about where I am, for today and tomorrow I am everywhere that my dreams could once
only take me. I can now see all that you hoped for, and I want you to know that I
love you for showing me heaven on earth.
Please promise me that you will get through this and be strong, Just like all the things
that you and I have made it through, I will be by your side this time as well, and forever
more. I'm serious! I Am Still With You.
There's so much more that we have to do, And there are some things for which that I still
need your help.
I don't want people to remember me, I want them to feel my presence and that
special love that we share.
I want your smile to reflect the warmth of my heart, and please allow your steps to lead
you to the dreams that you shared with me.
Please, fight through the pain to find the peace, and know that there is where I will
forever be.
Don't be afraid to call my name, I am here.
The spirit, like a butterfly, must struggle to free itself from one dimension into the
next.
From this challenge comes the strength that provides for the beauty that we all enjoy.
Remember the friends and family that we love so much, please keep them in your thoughts,
and share them with me in your conversations and dreams.
At this time it may be appropriate to say that I would be missing you, but it brings me
great joy to tell you that I am always here.
~ I am Loving you always ~